Bittersweet Symphony
2004-04-16 at 1:45 p.m.
Crazy Again
OK, in order to take the last entry off the front page, I'm writing again 5 minutes later. No, just kidding. This one will be worse.Just when you think it will last forever it stops. And just when you think it has stopped, it starts again. I need to buy me some earplugs because I'm seriously tired of being in love with being annoyed. I want to jump around on the floor and make loud noises, but I shy away from letting anyone else in on the secret that I'm a big baby. It's a secret. I think. If I could be someone else, I would definitely pick someone who loves gratuitous noise. Screaming girls running out of the pool? Bring it on.
Should I go to Lebanon? Let me count the moral ambiguities and see if they add up to me being scared for my life. Not being scared to die, being scared of not living. Oh, I realize that made no sense. I realize. It makes sense to me only a little, and I know the whole story, and, supposedly, I know what the hell it is I'm trying to say. Should I go? Is Hezbollah a terroist organization? Europe: No, America: Yes. Smart person #1: Yes, Smart person #2: No. Do we forgive ignorance? Are we supremely ignorant or only a little and that with knowledge of being ignorant? Out of this place, do I know what I know? Or nothing at all? Here is the answer, we forgive what is atoned for, what is recognized, what is admitted. Nothing else. Good answer, but in the wrong order. It's 2,3,1.
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